I can honestly say the whole worlds pregnant :D Haha!

I miss him so much </3 Leaving him in the hospital while I leave was definitley the hardest thing I had to do in a while. I carried him for that long, falling in love with him each day although I had’nt seen his face or even hear his voice & when I finally get to meet him & hold him in my arms he cant stay? It really blows. What comforts me is knowing that by him staying there is the BEST for him right now. One day he’ll come home to me & until that day comes I’ll be counting down the days <3

I hate when we fight even if its just for a moment. I hate feeling like your not the one for me & not the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I see things that you dont see, I feel things that you think you dont make me feel & I cry over things that you think I have no reason to cry over. One day we’re on the same page & the next day we’re on totally different chapters in different books. Babe, I want us to stop arguing already…to be like how we use to be before everything. I know we barely fight/argue but when we do I wish we had’nt. *Sighs, lets bring back the good ol’ days. I love you with all my heart & I hope that things do get better.